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I'm updating my Xanga!
yes, it's been over a month but I'm back to let you non-lj users into my oh so boring life.
Things
have been going pretty good lately. I'm singing for Ibex now and
I'm really excited about that. I'm also getting my license soon and
that will finally mean freedom from this place.
Ski season is over and leaves me almost nothing to do but hang out with the people I call "friends", which saddens me.
I really miss Xanga...maybe I should come back to it....
Your thoughts?(please comment if you would)
and oh yeah....
IT'S SPRING BREAK MOTHER FUCKER! | | |
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So it's been a while...
Things have been going good latley, strangely good and ilike it((except the lack of discussion with Cody))
Sadly, ski season is coming to an end I may actually have to sepnd time with people on friday and saturday nights **shudders**
oh well, i guess i have to spend time with them sometime.
Well i'm out.
Peace it.
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| so what's been going on?
nothing really....
little bit of chillin, little bit of illin
quite a lot killin
the Facca-Hogessi((Rochester's greatest organized crime syndicate)), has be wreaking havoc upon those who deserve it
so don't fuck with the FH
other then that i've been back to skiing ((after i strained my PCL))
and have been hanging out with some people I haven't hung out with in a
while, or not very much at all
life is good
I'm happy so I'm leaving 
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| Today was possibly the scariest, most uncomfortable day in my life.
It was probably the mixing of medications, the lack of sleep or nutrition or a combination of all three.
All
I know is I don't remember much of 3rd and 4th hours and I all I
remember about lunch was being hungry and eating way too much. During
3rd and 4th I was numb and not very sure that if I got up my legs would
be able to support me. I remember not being able to support my head or
really know what was going on. When people took steps their feet left
footprints like they were walking through sand or something of the
like. It was okay, I guess. I mean, I didn't really know what was going
on at the time. Minutes seemed to drag on for days and I was unsure of
myself, not even knowing if I could hold up a pencil if I wanted to do
so.
Lunch, I suppose, is when I started to come down. From
what I recall I had a huge lunch because I thought I was acting weird
because of lack of nutrition((but obviously hillucinations like the
ones I was having couldn't have been caused by no food)). Everyone that
I've talked to said I was really out of it, just kind of floating
around...
Fifth hour was the worst time of my life. I
felt empty and alone like no one was there. I started to cry at my
desk, but I don't think anyone saw me. I was shaking and couldn't
speak. I told my Spanish teacher((who, thank God, actually cares about
me)) and she told me to lay down at my desk so I didnt pass out. I was
freaking out at this point. Andrea hugged me and said I was burning up.
I later noticed that I was quite sweaty for some reason. She said she
felt like my temperature was around 99 or 100, which I can believe from
the amount of sweat that was on me. It was the worst time of my life,
and I'm still going through it, I have a massive headache and a fear of
going to sleep because I might go into a coma or die.
When
I got home I wanted to call Cody so I had someone to console me as I
was still coming down. Sadly, she wasn't home. That leads me up to here
and I think I am finally coming down beause time is returning to it's
usual pace, but I'm still left with a painful headache and for some
reason everything smells the same((like water or a lake or something)).
The moral of the story:
DON'T TAKE TOO MANY PRESCRIPTIONS AT ONCE
I'm going to leave you with Infection by Rx Bandits because I feel it is fitting to the occasion.
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her empty needle is my unsharpened sword
i stab, i stab, i stab, but i can't puncture
don't wanna let it, don't wanna feel it
don't wanna hear it, don't even wanna think about it
hold my breath , hope to refrain
and if i can't afford her my veins begin to ache
i don't wanna feel this pain no more
have you ever felt so high that when you came down
you broke inside?
i know she won't take the blame
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I'm le back from my trip to Andy's.
it was an interesting weekend...to sum it up:
Friday:
went to Andy's. We hung out and had people
over and Andy had a nervous breakdown because Lindsay could come. I
mean...i understand he loves her...
Saturday:
Went
to Church and made subs. Christy seemed to ignore me completely since I
stood up for myself and refused to do Spaghetti Dinner.
Very Christian....no?
Sunday:
Still
at Andy's, but he had a Super Bowl Party. Bought Rage Against the
Machine's last CD that day, which is amazing if you want to know.
The
party was interesting and I did some stuff I regret.
Monday:
School
Tuesday:
School was okay. I got the New Incubus CD: A Crow Left of the Murder. This cd is amazing, please buy it...
Wednesday:
Late Start and then back home...finally
Sometime
this weekend(I don't remember when): I in short told Mallory to never
talk to me again because nobody is allowed to treat me like she does.)
Overall, this weekend I learned:
Don't land on one foot while skiing(Damaged PCL, possibly pulled groin)
and
Acting like Tony Montana can help you greatly in life(see Mallory situation)
I leave you with Incubus
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Met my match today...
felt the blood rushing and mingling
a curious and enigmatic thing
now spiders in my dream
synchronicity weaves like a web when you were just meant to be a meal
I want you bad
I want you bad!
I understand why they say,
"High School Never Ends."
I'll never act my age...
but you can tell by the lines in my smile
that i have been around for a while
So, insecurities
are about as useful as trying
to put the pin back in the grenade
I want you bad
I want you bad!
I understand why they say,
"High School Never Ends."
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